Schedule Mixup and More

[cathugger]

I'm honestly not sure what to say here, so I'm just going to say what's on my mind and see what happens.

I've started attempting to get my schoolwork done in the morning/earlier in the day, and so far, I've been succeeding a lot of the time. I think just changing up your schedule can be really refreshing if you can. The problem: After I get everything done, I realized that I'm depressed and can't get myself to do anything I enjoy anyway. So part of me is like.. what's the point of getting everything done early if I'm just going to spend the rest of the day unable to get myself to do anything except maybe lie on the floor? Maybe I'll figure something out. 

I've been trying to play Genshin Impact and WoW, but I haven't had much motivation or energy to do those things either. This is probably a really boring update.

The foster kittens have been playing in this one cardboard box for hours this morning. I don't understand how they get fixated on one thing for so long. I really wish I could do that right now. 

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[ai]

I wish I could contain my kitten's interest to a single box, but she is obsessed with zooming across the entire living space between the two rooms of my roommate and I. Think she can't handle it when there's two of us at home and she wants to watch us both.

It can be hard to focus your energy on stuff. Right now, you're recovering so there's definitely nothing wrong with lazing about after you've done your work.

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[cathugger]

That's adorable, though I can definitely see it being annoying at the same time. Kittens have an amazing amount of energy!! The kittens we're fostering like to zoom around the apartment chasing eachother, knocking things down and stuff, and while it IS cute, it's nice when they get super focused on something like a box every now and then.

And thank you. <3 It's often easier to take it easy on others and not yourself.