Different Day, Same Mistake

[cathugger]

So I made that horrible decision of interacting with other humans. Time to probably make even more bad decisions to “cope” with the fact that I don’t say anything that makes sense and just can’t interact with people in general--even those I’ve known for a long time. As soon as things go somewhat well, and I let people be somewhat important to me, I mess everything up with my lack of social skills and talk when I really, really shouldn’t. What’s the point anyway? I only seem to feel somewhat unexposed and okay when I’m alone. So much fucking regret. Every single time. And I just. keep. doing. it.

I’m going to try my best to stay away from everyone, but that never lasts. I can’t seem to learn.