At Least There's Coffee
Jun. 14th, 2017 10:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Just went with my mom on a trip to take clothes back to the mall because she said she'd pick up something for me to eat. And coffee. I don't know if either of those things were worth the trip, though.
My mom has been really emotional the whole time, and even though it wasn't because of me this time, it brought back emotions and memories from when it was because of me. Trying to help her when I'm like that helps no one, so I tried to emotionally separate myself from her as much as possible. Luckily, nothing horrible happened during the trip.
Now I'm home--still uneasy and restless and unsure of what to do with myself. At least I have coffee and don't have to worry about getting something to eat tonight.
My mom has been really emotional the whole time, and even though it wasn't because of me this time, it brought back emotions and memories from when it was because of me. Trying to help her when I'm like that helps no one, so I tried to emotionally separate myself from her as much as possible. Luckily, nothing horrible happened during the trip.
Now I'm home--still uneasy and restless and unsure of what to do with myself. At least I have coffee and don't have to worry about getting something to eat tonight.
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